The best things in life are free

Well that’s what I would tell you. The things I love truly love are always for free. The stars, moon, rain, thunder, sea, nature…
And here comes the summer. That brings all the things I love. To sit outside in the middle of the night. Breath in the cool air and just look at the millions of shiny stars at the black sky. I don’t know why but that brings me such peace. The answer to all my questions are out there. All problems gets so clear.
This night I was out walking. It was raining. On one week the nature became so green, so beautiful.
I love being out in the middle of the night. Slowly walking around. Not a person in sight. So quiet. No cars, no kids, no birds, not a sound at all. Just the low dropping from the rain. Darkness is all around. I’m walking around like a shadow, all alone in this world. And I love it.
So I breath in the cold air and realize. I feel really good, some kind of happiness. This small moments is what’s keeping me alive. So I keep walking. Don’t want to go home. Want to stay with this feeling forever, this is my true love and it will never leave me. The cool touch of the wind as it flows through my hair. The soft kisses from the raindrops as they fall down on my face. This is what makes me alive.
And that’s why I’m walking so slow. Don’t want to go inside. Clothes are wet, feet are cold. Still I’m walking in every pool of water on the road.
Many people ask me why I love this darkness so much. They want to bring me out in the light again.
But I’m happy here. A shadow. I don’t like people anymore. They make me feel so down. When everyone are gone I can finally breath again. My dreams to live close to the sea. Alone. Far from closest neighbor. Then I would be truly happy.
So no matter what you think. What you say. What you do. I will never change this thinking of mine. This is who I am. If you don’t like darkness, run back into the light as fast as you can. I am not what you’re looking for. I will never be what you’re looking for…