Summer plans

Open your eyes and look outside. It’s summer again. Sun is shining. Trees are green. Everyone is happy. It’s that time a year when you’re supposed to have so much fun. Travel, go to concerts, swim, have a romance and get a suntan.
It feels like I’m the only one feeling so sad. I have no plans for the summer. Not gonna travel, not gonna go to any concerts. Not even have someone to spend the summer with. It’s the first summer ever that I have no plans. Feels strange.
I still like the nights more than the days. Don’t get reminded of what I don’t have.
I’ve lost something. That feeling in my stomach. The only thing that made me feel that I’m still alive. I know I’m still in love, yet I can’t say the words anymore. Can’t say I love him anymore. All I feel inside is a big sadness. Don’t feel like smiling, I’m too alone. Don’t feel like talking, my words are empty anyway.
I long for the rainy summer nights. When I walk around all alone. It feels better to be alone when none is around.
And alone I am. Have none to turn to anymore. It feels like everyone just forgotten ‘bout me. I have none to travel to. I have none too go to in this town. All I have in my life right now is a little ghost on the net.
So alone in this world…