I just want to go home pt. 1 & 2

Oh, dear sleep please come
Take me away to dreamers land
I’m too broken to be awake
Don’t look at me
I’m a living dead
My eyes are black and swollen
My skin so pale
Don’t touch me
Your hands reminds me of my body
And it sickens me
I just want to live again
Don’t want to be tired anymore
I feel like I’m 80, not 24
Oh, sunlight please come
I have been in the dark too long
Not even stars shine here
I wish I eat
But not even the sweetest candy taste good anymore
I just feel sick
Water is all I have
I’m a junkie
Need my fix
And I don’t even want it
I don’t feel pain
I no longer cry
Seems like the feelings has left me
I don’t even feel love anymore
Don’t care about you
Just go away and leave me alone
You make me sick
And yet I don’t want you to go
I want you in my thoughts
I want to love you
Don’t leave me
Please make me love you again
Touch me and bring the feelings to life
Oh I just want to sleep
Go back to the ocean
Where the sun always shine
Where your arms are around me
And our kids are playing
I just want to go home…


I don’t want to be here anymore
This cold and unfriendly land
It makes me old and tired
I want to go back home
Walk into my house
Meet my love, my husband
See the love in his eyes
Always be next to him
Oh, how I miss him
Do you miss me too?
I bet you feel cold and dead without me
I wish to feel the ocean against my skin
And feel the warm sun
This is where I want to spend my life
See my children grow up
Watch my son as he plays with the guitar
And feel my daughter in my arms
Oh, how I miss them
They can’t live without their mother
And I can’t live without them
My family
This is what makes me happy
This is my home
But I’m still here
Alone in this cold land
I just want to go home