To...yeah you know who you are...

Snow is dancing in the air.
I can see your footprints on the ground.
Walking around me,
and away from me.
There are so many,
don’t know which one to follow.
I’m cold, shaking.
I want you here now,
but I’m walking alone.
In a fragile world of ice.
Come and melt it with your love,
make the sun shine like your smile
and the sea sparkle like your blue eyes
Just turn around and walk towards me.
You’re not far away anymore.
Just turn around.

A wind blows slowly through an empty street
Leaves dancing away.
Rain falls softly to the ground.
Darkness still has it’s kingdom.
Everything sleeps.
It’s so quite
No words, no sounds.
Just the tapping of the rain.
In my loneliness.
For every raindrop that falls.
Something grows stronger.
The water gives it life.
I have never been so sure before.
Yet I’m still alone.

Another sleepless morning.
Rain falls down.
Making small oceans.
Cleaning a dirty world.
Thoughts drifting.
On small clouds…to you.
I need to tell you something.
Can I?
But I’m afraid.
Maybe you will go away.
Or maybe…just maybe.
You come even closer.
A start of something big.
Something ever lasting.
Darkness closing in when you’re not here.
It’s so cold.
I miss your eyes.
The way you look at me.
There is something in them.
Could it be love?
I miss your touch…your kisses.
There is something in them.
Could it be love?
Yes I think it is.
I give myself to you.
Yours forever.
Nothing else matters
You are all I want.
All I ever wanted.
All I need.
Love could not get any stronger.
I love you now.
And forever.

A new day has come.
Darkness still lingers.
Millions of small raindrops fall from the sky.
Tapping at my window with a smoothing sound.
Where are you my love?
Still in dreamers land?
I send my shadow to you.
To lay right behind you and kiss your neck.
Making you feel strong.
Making you feel loved.
A new day is here.
But all is still the same.
You in my thoughts.
Putting a smile on my face.
Making me feel happiness.
Even though you’re not here.

Jabukovac / Höstväg

Sluter ögonen till de ljuva tonerna
Än en gång står jag där
På min tomma grusväg
Det är höst och kyligt
Vinden smeker genom mitt hår
Löven på träden sprakar i starka färger
Ändå är allt så dystert
De faller en efter en mot marken
Mot sin eviga vila
Jag vandrar längs min väg
Upp till backrönet
Blickar ut över ett tomt sorgset landskap
Väntar på dig men du kommer inte
Tar en djup suck och vänder tillbaka
Mot ingången till den mörka djupa skogen
Inte dags än..
Slänger längtande blickar över axeln
Hoppas få se dig komma springande
Snöflingor dansar genom luften
Kölden nyper i kinderna
Aldrig sol, aldrig värme
Jag stod vid vägskälet och valde längtans väg
Och här ska jag vänta tills du kommer
Hur länge det än dröjer
Men en dag kanske det sker
Mitt namn ekar mellan bergen när du ropar på mig
Våra kroppar förenas i kärlekens famn
Då ska vi vandra hand i hand djupt in i skogen
Du och jag ska försvinna
För det är i detta mörker vi båda hör hemma
De två svarta själarna
Förevigt

OjdeИ

Sometimes late at night
I sit alone and watch the stars
It’s like they’re talking to me
Making my wishes come true
But I always find a way
To throw them away
Then I feel sorry for myself
When I am the only one to blame

The stars reflection
In the dark ocean
Like an image of my heart
Forever burning for you

The morning fog
Sweeping over the land
Wakes up everything that sleeps
But you’re still in the warm bed
Safely dreaming away
While I’m standing at the end of the world
Always waiting for you

The sun touches the sky
You rise
Like the most beautiful work of art
Darkness is gone
The world smiles at you again
I won’t let anything harm you
You are my one and only
My all

Forever will I watch over you
No matter what will happen
You are the owner of my heart
Keep it in the dark place deep inside you
To give it light when you are in need
I will save all your tears from falling

My shadow will forever hold you
Making you strong
To face all your fears
I will chase them all away
Make your world a safe place

Whenever you need me
Just send me a though
And the wind will carry me to you
To make you sleep safe again
In my arms

Ok ok

Now here is a big problem; what to do with all these not honest friends? They always tell you how much they care about you, that you can tell them anything. But the moment you feel a bit sad they are leaving. Say one person in this world that are happy all the time because I have never meet someone like that. Maybe it’s just me that always get these kinds of friends. Maybe I’m just unlucky and they are drawn to me on some strange way. They lie and make you hurt before they walk out of your life forever. And that hurts much more than telling what is wrong. Is that so hard to be honest and just say “hey you got a thing I can’t stand”. It would be much easier to just know what it is because then you can do something about it instead of always doing the same mistake. If you can’t stand someone’s depressing side then just tell them that instead. Don’t leave. How would you self feel if someone did that to you? Take care of your friends instead of treating them like shit. Give them a call and ask how they are doing. When you self will need them, they won’t be there for you because of how you treated them. Think of that…

Hultsfred 2005

Here are some pics from Hultsfred festivalen.



Abe and Micke


Don't ask. I have no idea. Haha.


Yup.It's me in the corner..or yes, my head.


Dosn't it look nice? Mud everywhere.


Malm getting some sunshine. The days where sooooo hot. Sunshine and beer.


Puppetshow. Ninja. Funny. :D


Nine inch nails. First time I ever saw them and NIN's first concert in Sweden. Damn it was good.


Slipknot. Also great.


Snoop dog. Waited 45minutes for this. Some stars huh!


Last concert of Hultsfred (for me). System of a down. I was so tired when this was that I hardly remember it. Hehe.